9:07 a.m. - 2005-01-06
too old for this, for her.
my stomache growls for revenge. it would properly nourish me, so that i might continue living. yet, i'm afraid it would be unsatisfying. i am truly craving closure. forgiveness would only make me wrong. what i know is i'm too old. my heart is beating faster and my nerves are jumping out of my skin. the hair on my arms stands straight up and the fuzz on my face vibrates with shock and dissapointment. im getting too old for this.
