1:24 p.m. - 2004-07-23
i just found it
Ducking below the grass, the wind comes with strength and shifts my weight. I move cautiosly, inch by inch. I stop. The vibration of foot steps moves through the ground and hits my feet. I jump and scurry away.
my meditation techniques have grown tedious. Standing on my head with a pillow below me. Clearing my mind when my mind is somewhere else. I try to reach out to him. I hum a sacred tune. I wait. the blood in my head is overwhelming and I must fall, unmeditated.
