10:56 a.m. - 2003-11-08
you're dazzling
trust me on this one. please dont feel the way you did last night. the happiness consumed my body and even though my face didnt show it completely, i felt it. i always feel it with you. i love your morning eyes and although i get sad when i leave you, i just love those night time goodbyes. i feel so proud and overwhelming glad. i know you know im here if you need me to be and you know that i know you feel the same. ive run to catch you so many times, alerted by that familiar ring. a ring that will never change and one that will always affect me the same.
shes going to be sad soon, i know it and its on my mind. shes sad always but i can tell its going to be worse this time. hes sad too and it devours my heart. and then theres you, someone who can change it all with just one touch, one kiss and a few good words. youll do it today, i know you will. i can sense it already, the excitement thats building up inside of me. not seeing you is different, it doesnt have to be bad. when i see you after that day of absence and we share our scintillating kisses, its just like our first, just improved a bit.
